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With a sense of urgency and unease second-guessing just about everything [Jan. 2nd, 2017|09:13 pm]
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[music |Preoccupations - Anxiety]

I'm listening to Preoccupations. I worked today and it was okay. I overate. I'm hoping I can convince myself to do something productive either tonight or tomorrow, or both. I'm once again getting easily distracted and find myself making excuses to not write this post. I'm not sure why I'm resisting it. I feel like I'm just opening tabs to find some inspiration to write from. It's probably not going to happen. I've lost a great deal of my vocabulary and patience for writing over the years, I don't know what in particular to blame but it's been a steep downhill since my teens.
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[User Picture]From: soulcatcher318
2017-02-02 03:34 pm (UTC)
I know the feeling.

Someone said to me at work something about me being a good writer.
I thanked her for the thought.
But for the life of me dont know what she could be basing that on.
I wished I felt as confident as she seemed about the matter.
Thing is, I do know its somewhere deep inside.
It just cant come out under pressure, and with little time, everything is pressure.
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